I know, it seems like I must love to let you down. I do it so well. then you say, that I have gone and filled your heart with doubt. “cant you even tell?.. or no?” I know I could say it will be fine. but you hate for me to lie. I might figure that after all this time, someone around here has got to get this right. or no? sometimes I just need your light to tell me where to go. sometimes I just need your eyes to tell me where to go. so let me look into your eyes.
I fight the path that insects walk. the path that drains my blood. bird of disease, if you should nest in me. please leave.
If I said you should go, well don’t you wait on. the coming of the fall, what might contain us. so this is the end of all the truth you’ve given. ill be the trail of all the things we’ve lost. im sorry, but im gone. so this is the weight of something that I can not handle. if you were happy, let it show. I don’t care, because I don’t know. Who would make me up? who is this god? who? is this all?
I think I saw you in the garden, a maze to the path of sea(see) chasing the strands of long bow in your hair to see where it would lead. around the corners we (you) go. and I am left alone.
I find without paper, I am helpless to live lighter, to be free, to dream at all. I find I am lost in a picture that was painted of somebody else’s world. (that she painted on somebody else’s wall) I find that the wiser they live higher, forget power, to be free, we sing a loud. in hope to find hope I am righteous to be selfish. can I help it? could you help it? at least till dawn. (in my sleep, in my dreams) I was placed at the edge of a mountain top, with god watching me. wondering if I was gonna jump. I couldn’t dare to match the stare. I could wait to match the stare.
when the sun came up we we’re coming down. when the wind blew we lost our blanket. when the hills rolled, we were moving. as the hills rolled, we were moving. its not right to think it, to speak it, to feel it, but we do. the light in the sky, the best of kind. is it a sign? are you there at all? if hope is lost, am I just dreaming? how many times will we let this go? how many times will we let this show?
If I told you I care, I do. If I hold you, I’d change, I would. But if you won’t take it then i… if I hold true. I can. and I would. so give me your secret of light. give me your secret of light.
fell away, made my escape. only for the last time- in the back of your mind. fell away, from the i. only for the last time, could it be all right. with their backs turned we ran. beneath the windows, of my van. sometimes I steal you away. sometimes. catch me on the real side with that power mans’ stride girl you are the sun how you glow. find me on the light of end, never come around again, but she looks good so you know. hit me to that sun beam, sucking on my energy fight that good fight for the love, breath it in and breath it out, let em know whats going down.
I cant help it, I am what I am. and I have felt this, I am what I am. when I didn’t need the water I was young I was clean, but now I need the water. in the night light, cant you tell im gonna get it now. crossing those sides cant you tell im gonna get it now. it’s the right spot cant you tell im the figure now, blossom your eyes to the light, cant you feel it now? im gonna get it.
wont you bet me the price of that dressing. cause ive been guessing. ive been teething, youre watching tv, with pressures rising, whats your pricing? ive been guessing. so wont you bet me? taking your time when you take that hit, drinking it down while youre throwing a fit, shaming it all, wasite it all away but its all too quick. you’re selling those kids like fools. for fools. you’ve played it so cool, but wont you bet me? selling that shit like fools. wont you bet me, cause ill bet you. I don’t care if youre a brown nose, stitched arm, spoonfed, smoking that fix, white note, powder that, paper filled trip, take that hit, just don’t lay down, till we’ve found safe ground, cause we’ve got a long way to go. don’t make snow. angel below, we could leave this town, for a better peace of mind.